Khamosh Mehfil

Yeh meri khamosh mehfil hai...

Yahan aap ho main hun aur....

Yahan wo khatti meethi yaadein hain..

Wo anginat beeti baatein hain...

Wo sardiyon ki garam raatein hain...

Wo kabhi puri toh kabhi adhuri mulakatein hain....

Wo sham hai jahan barish se sab gila tha..

Wo din hai jahan amber kabhi kala toh kabhi nila tha...

Wo dhoop bhi hai jiski chaon aapki panahon mein mili...

Wo subah bhi hai jo angdai leti huyi aapki bahon mein mili...

Yahan wo hansi bhi hai..jis se mera har pal sunhera hua...

Kuch aansoo bhi hain..jis se pyar hamara gehra hua...

Yahan wo takrar bhi hai.. jisme kuch shikwe kuch gile the...

Yahan wo pyaar bhi hai..jisme mere honth aapke hontho se sile the...

Wo hazaron geet hain jo humne sath mein sune the...

Wo rangeen khwab hain jo ek dooje ke liye humne bune the...

Wo labhon ka thartharana hai..

wo badan ka kapkapana hai..

Wo hath pakad ke barish mein ghumna..

Wo bin baat hontho ka hontho ko chumna..

Wo barasti boondon mein bewajah bheegna...

Wo yaadein sambhalne ke liye..tasveerien kheenchna..

Wo ek hi plate se khana khana...

Wo aapki pyari si gadi mein kahin door tak jana..

Yahan wo har lamha hai jab aapne mujhe chua..

Wo ek safar bhi hai jo train se shuru hua...

Yahan wo platform ka lamba intezar bhi hai...

Wo lakhon pal.. jinse dil aaj bekarar bhi hai...

Roz sajti hai meri yeh khamosh mehfil..

Jahan aap ho...main hun..aur..

Wo yaadein..wo mulakatein..wo beeti baatein...!!

Aap Kaho Ya Na Kaho..

Aap kaho ya na kaho..par Mujhe kuch shak sa hota hai...

Mera hi khayal kabhi..aapke labhon ki muskurahat ko modta hai..

Mera hi naam kahin daba sa hai aapke honthon par..

Wo main hi toh hun jiske chehre se kabhi dhundhla jati hai aapki nazar...

Aapki sanson se bhi kabhi meri hi khushboo aati hai..

Aapki dhadkan bhi kabhi mere geet sunati hai..

Aapki khamoshi mein kahin meri hansi khanakti hai...

Uss khamosh mehfil mein fir meri hi baatein sajti hain..

Mere bina waqt tham sa jata hai..aur mere sath tez jharne sa behta hai

Aapko bhi kabhi mera intezar rehta hai..

Meri yaadon se dil bekarar rehta hai...

Aapke hi dil mein rehti hun main..yeh aap hi kal dil aapse kehta hai..

Aap kaho ya na kaho..par Mujhe kuch shak sa hota hai...!!

Sawaal

Dil mein hamare..kai baar yeh sawaal aata hai...

Kyun aapka hi naam..labhon pe bar bar aata hai...

Kyun aapka hi khyal tasavur mein bekarar kar jata hai...

Kyun aapki nigahon ke jaam se hamara nazrein behakti hain...

Kyun aap ki hi khushboo se har pal hamara saansein mehakti hain...

Kyun aapke bin patjhad aur aapke sath manzar bahaar sa rehta hai...

Kyun aapke sath khamoshi mein bhi mehfil..aur waise yeh waqt khamosh sa behta hai...

Kyun aapse milne ki khwahish mein roz meri aankhen jagti hain..

Kyun aapke sath zindagi bitane ke khwabon se meri raatein sajti hain...

Kyun aaine mein khud ko dekh kar man sa itrata hai...

Kyun yeh aaina bhi mera nahi par aap hi ka aks dikhlata hai...

Kyun hathon ki rekhaon mein aapka chehre ban jata hai...

Kyun aap hi ka saya har ghadi mere sang lehrata hai...

Kyun aapko hi mathe par taqdeer sa likha hai..

Kyun jaise aapko pyar karna bhi khud aap hi se sikha hai...

Kyun hamara har dua mein aapka hi zikr aata hai..

Kyun aapke ke liye dua mangte mangte..aap hi mein rab dikh jata hai...

Kyun meri har hasrat ab aap par hi khatam ho jati hai..

Kyun aapse pehle hum bas zinda the..aur ab aap hi se saans aati hai aur zindagi kehlati hai...!!

What is Love..??

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.

Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... Anger... tears... laughter.. They are all there. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it because that seems to be all I think of. Nothing else matters now. There it is!

Armaan

Dil mein kuch naye armaan jage so toh hain...
Mausam bhi aaj kuch badla sa toh hai...
Par yeh mausam...hamesha ek sa nahi rehta...
Aur armaan bhi kuch badalte hi rehte hain...!!

wheels of time

Why cant the wheels of time be like...any other wheels..which have a reverse mode too....!!

Incompleteness

Aisa kyun lage hai...jaise kuch adhoora...
Wo chand hai mukamal...kyun na lagta poora...
Annkhon ki seepi mein..khwabon ke moti hain...
Moti taraste hain pyaar ke liye...!!

Koi Paas Hai...!!

In faanslon ki fikar main kyun karun bhala...
bahut dur reh ke bhi mere paas hai koi....
iss soch mein dooba hai bahut der se mera dil....
kya unke dil mein bhi aisa ehsaas hai koi...
unke hone se hi bana hai meri sanson ka taluk...
iss tarah meri zindagi ki aas hai koi....
wo jo wahan dur hain unse hai bas itna kehna...
unke bina iss sheher mein bahut udas hai koi...!!

Tu Mane Ya Na Mane Dildara...Asan Te Tenu Rab Maneya...!!

Mohabbat aur Ibadat mein zyada farak nahi hota....hum rab se unke liye sukh shanti mangte hain..aur apne liye unko...!!

Dil

Jab jab dard ka baadal chaya....
Jab ghum ka saya lehraya....
Jab aansoo palkon tak aya...
Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya...
Humne dil ko yeh samjhaya...
Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai...
Duniya mein yunhi hota hai...
Yeh jo gehre sannaate hain...
Waqt ne sabko hi baante hain...
Thoda ghum hai sabka qissa...
Thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa...
Aankh teri bekaar hi namm hai...
Har pal ek naya mausam hai...
Kyun tu aise pal khota hai...
Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai...

The first look

However old our relation grows, we always remember the first time we meet, in fact its the first look, the first exchange of glances that we always remember. I am no different, the memory of seeing him for the first time is still so fresh as if it was just yesterday.
Another excerpt from my life:

There he was tall, fair and handsome with those classy spectacles of his and a perfect smile. He looked almost like he did in his photographs. I noticed all this just in a flash when our eyes met for a brief moment before he got down from the train. He was almost leaning from the door. Wearing blue jeans and a simple black tee, he looked really smart and elegant. I was wearing a nice animal print dress with my high heels and just a black eye-liner with a dash of lip gloss. Still I was overdressed because normally one doesn’t find people dressed this way at a railway station, but I gave a damn. I wanted to look good because I was meeting him for the first time.

“Aise chalti train se koi kooda hai bhala tumhare liye ab tak” he said as he got off the train which had still not halted. I could not find words to reply him back; I could feel butterflies in my stomach as he also hugged me while saying so. I just smiled. He held my hand and pressed it softly as we started moving out towards the exit from the platform. 

Dua

Hum yeh nahi kehte ki koi aapke liye dua na mange...
Hum yeh nai kehte ki koi aapke liye dua na mange...
Hum bas itna kehte hain ki koi dua mein aapko na mange...!!

Cooking

Cooking can be a great fun when you really feel like doing it...and the best part about cooking becomes feeding it to someone you love...the kind of satisfaction a woman reaches upon feeding loved ones can only be understood by a woman i guess. Specially when you feed your kids or your husband/boyfriend, its an amazing high, one can forget her own hunger and just watching them with contentment fills our tummy. The expressions on their faces mean more than the food itself.
I love cooking for my son and then for my special someone. The special one lives far away to be fed daily..but I long to do it soon, when i can actually be with him and make food for him, so that he doesn't have to eat cold tasteless food when he returns from work which is cooked by a maid.
I wish god grants me this wish soon...!!

When I am with you..!!

When i am with u... my heart beats a little faster, my smile gets a little wider, my laugh gets a little louder, my hands get a little sweatier, my legs get a little shakier, my voice gets a little higher, and my life gets a little happier every moment i am with you..

When you are here...!!

When you are here... my heart sings... When you are not... then where's the song.. 
When you are here... the world's at ease.... When you are not... all goes wrong... 
When you are here... each moment is a lively dream, vivid and long.... 
When you are here... it feels like i am eternally happy... When you are not... my heart is empty... 
Its you and only you , the life in me 
When you are here... the paths are here to see... When you are not.... there are no roads to lead me... 
When you are here... the world is in me... When you are not... there's no one to be... 
When you are here...even the air is colored with love song...When you are not.... I dont feel spirited and strong

Only with you , I'll have life in me....!!

Love

‎"With you, I began to understand what love must be, if it exists. . . . When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes 
of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence"

Being with someone...!!

I recently visited the place which means paradise to me..no it doesn't have the calm sea and the noisy beaches...it doesn't even have scenic mountain view..in fact it is just an ordinary place..with the usual town rushes and busy lives all around..but for me, the person i meet there makes it paradise, he makes it the most beautiful place it could ever be. His eyes shining, his smile divine, his arms my resting nest, his love my soul...

Baarish

Aaj ki iss baarish mein....
Phir wohi sa manzar hai...
Phir wohi si boondein hain...
Phir wohi sa sab kuch hai..
Per.......
Aaj ki iss baarish mein....
Aap sath nahi..aap paas nahi...
Aankhen kuch nam si hain...aur sansen kuch tang si hain...
Aaj ki iss baarish mein...

Moments

Dil hairan iss kadar hota hai...kuch lamhe guzar ke bhi guzar nahi pate..waqt aage badhke bhi wahin tham sa jata hai..raste chalte rehte hain magar..kafila ruk jata hai..!!

Painting

Deewangi

Unki yaad jab aati hai..
Deewangi hadh se bhi badh jati hai..
Wo wahan door rehte hain bekhabar...
Aur yahan tanha..hamri sans bhi ruk jati hai...!!

Aap aur Main

Aapki kali raat mein..main taron ki baraat hun...

Aapke dil mein dehakne wali..sabse tez aag hun...

Aapke gehre sagar mein..uthne wali har mauj hun main...

Aapki dhadkan ke har geet ka saaz...

Main wo barish... jo aapki rooh tak bhigo de..

Main wo roshni... jo aapke andhere kahin kho de...

Main aapki nazar..kabhi manzilen jo dhundhla jayen...

Wo hath jo aap thamo...jab kabhi kadam dagmaga jayen...

Main wo rehnuma hun..jahan aapko pahunchna hai...

Aur main hi uska safar..jo hanste hanste kat jaye...!!

Dua

Meri har sans mein aapka khayal rehta hai....
Meri har dua mein aapka sawal rehta hai.....
Aap ek bar meri yaadon se guzar ke toh dekho...
Aapke bina mera kya haal rehta hai....!!

Kaun hun main

Wo poochte hain kaun ho tum...
Maine Kaha....
Kabhi aaina nahi dekha kya...aap hi ka toh aks hun.. phir bhi ek alag si jeeti jagti shaks hun...
Wo poochte hain kaun ho tum...
Maine Kaha...
Kabhi dhoop kabhi chaya...na hoke bhi har pal aapka saya...
Wo poochte hain kaun ho tum...
Maine Kaha...
Aapka khwab hun jhootha sacha sa..aapka armaan kuch kacha pakka sa...
Wo poochte hain kaun ho tum..
Maine Kaha..
Aap ho toh ek jalti dehakti aag.. aap nahi toh main kuch bhi nahi..sirf raakh..sirf raakh..sirf raakh..!!

Heart

Dear Heart,
I am getting a lot of complaints about you.... you don't let brain do its work properly..you interfere a lot in its decisions... please stop getting involved in everything..your job is to pump blood..that's it...!!

My Man- Part Two

This is pure fun...being creative with taglines of some famous adds: Thats my MAN
He is like RED BULL...He gives me wings..
He is like CLOSE-UP...Paas jitna behtar utna...
He is like HTC...Quietly Brilliant..
He is like MANZA...Class apart
He is like TATA NANO...Meri khushiyon ki chabi..
He is like SAHARA...Emotionally mine..
He is like LG..Life's good with him..
And He is like Mc Donalds...M loving it...!!

Tasveer

Kabhi kabhi kisi ki tasveer dekh kar hi itna pyaar aa jata hai...socho..anjaam-e-dil kya hota hoga jab wo kareeb hote honge..!!

An excerpt from my life...

I was sitting on my knees with my back to him. Suddenly, I saw him dropping ahead from my side. For a moment, I dint understand what had happened. Then he straightened himself

“Kya hua” I asked

“Wo kuch nahi, I was trying to hold you but because of the train jerk, I lost my balance and fell ahead”

I burst out laughing. Amidst such passionate and romantic moment, we had a practical joke and I could not control my laughter. He started laughing too. For next half an hour or so, we just looked at each other and laughed. We laughed more. It was around 2:30 at night, and our voices must be making people wonder what we were up to.

Raat ke dhai baje koi shehnai baje,
Dil ka bazaar laga, dhilak ta pai baje
Chauki chauke chauke se, khoye khoye se hum,
Aankhein doobi doobi se, soye soye se hum,
Dil ne kaisi durgat ki hai, pehli baat mohabbat ki hai,
Aji aakhiri baar mohabbat ki hai,
Arey pehli baar mohabbat ki hai, aakhiri baar mohabbat ki hai,
Jaan hatheli upar le li, jaanu kaisi harqat ki hai,
Aji pehli baat mohabbat ki hai, aakhiri baar mohabbat ki hai…

The lyrics of this song came in my mind and I laughed even more. He lay down in my laps and I moved my fingers lovingly in his hair. He seemed so relax. His face so innocent, his eyes closed with a perfect smile , contentment in his heart. It all showed. I was so much in love with this man, I realized again. It was heaven to be so close to him, to see him this way.

It was one of the most romantic moment of my life. so much passion, so much laughter and so much peace.

I wanted him to take some proper rest. He denied at first, but I compelled him to lie down properly and sleep for some time. We lay on the same seat but in opposite directions. He had my feet close to his face and I had his close to mine. He cuddled up my feet and kissed them innumerable times during the night. I did the same. I seldom moved so that I don’t end up disturbing him, but somehow even while sleeping, we were very much aware of each other and not just aware, we also were thoughtful for other’s comfort. I woke up at the lightest of his movement and so did he, yet I experienced one of the deepest sleeps. It was because of the inner peace that we had with each other. He wanted me to sleep well, and was bothered enough to check every now and then if I would like to change positions. I felt and did the same for him. Kissing on feet could be equally fulfilling as to kiss on lips. Hugging from legs could be as satisfying as hugging otherwise. I could never imagine. I had always found train berths being uncomfortable and small even for one person to sleep, and here we were two grown up adults and still there was a lot of spare space. We were mingled in each other. We got up almost at the same time, as if we had not slept at all. As he got up, he turned himself and rested his head on my chest and kissed me affectionately. I wrapped my arms around him and we remained like that till we almost reached the station.

Lucky

Once in a lifetime,if you are lucky enough,there comes a person in your life, who divides it into two phases,the one before you met him and the one after you met him 

My Man

There is a guy with the most handsome face that I know...by looks the most innocent face one could ever have..(he is not that innocent otherwise..he is my true BADMAASH). He is an ordinary guy who has given my ordinary life a fairy tale...so that makes him my prince charming( he likes being called by this adjective). I could never imagine that I would ever write about someone else in my life..but here I am writing about him most of the times..today I felt like defining him...

• He has made me feel like no one has ever done...
• He never fails to put a smile on my face...
• Even with a lot of distance between us he is the closest...
• With him I am myself..he loves my silly self...
• He has made me a girl from a woman...
• He appreciates everything that I do..even if those are not best of my efforts..but he inspires me to do even better..
• He complains of a certain things that I do..but still always loves them...
• He never walks away from me..even when I am annoying..
• He never says sorry when we fight..but always makes up in a way..as if dint fight at all..
• He likes me when I am bare faced with my hair all messed up and still says that I look beautiful..
• He can kiss me even when my mouth is not fresh..
• He often teases me..still makes me feel the most important..
• He listens to me even when I am talking crap..complaining or just being pure jealous..
• He has made me a better person..helped me in believing and getting closer to GOD..
• He loses himself in me as much as I do when we are together..
• He allows me to tell him when he is wrong and appreciates the same..even if it is about a spelling mistake..
• He makes me a part of his work..and shares almost everything with comfort..
• He manages to remember each and everything that we have ever shared..
• He surprises me in the most casual manner and I am always amazed..
• He has no idea how much he has melted me with his gestures..though he said he is not the most romantic person to be with..
• He hugs me so tight that for that moment I forget all the fears of life..
• In his arms I have found the most peaceful sleep...
• Rains and Trains hold a very special memory in my life because of him...
• He has never shied away from holding hands or being close in public..
• He notices even the colour of my eye-liner and compliments me beautifully whenever he sees me..
• His compliments even on my photographs make my day..
• He lights up my life in the darkest of the days..
• He might say he is not very emotional..but every time we part I see a twinkle in his eyes..
• He laughs when I laugh..he smiles when I smile..but when I cry..he holds me tight..and wipes my tears..
• He is the reason I believe in LOVE again...

Thanks for being there in my life sweetheart..God Bless U..!!

Odd Hour

4 AM in the morning...sounds an odd hour to meet someone...but dint know it could be the most exciting time to meet someone u love... strange..i never get up that early in the morning..my phone is on silent..but some magic some telepathy..made me keep awake that night..not just awake..but I also checked my fone at regular intervals somehow..and yes..there was a message at 4:00AM..i missed that one..then again at 4:25..and this time it caught my attention..and there was my love on the otherside asking me if I was awake..of course I was..and with mere exchange of two messages..I knew he was coming..it filled me with instant energy and excitement..and rest is just a beautiful memory to remain with...!!

Dream

You are my theme for a dream...yes you are..a rare and lovely theme..the dreams that i dream day and night..that your arms are holding me tight...!! Everytime i kiss you...music fills the starlight...everytime i touch you..each and everytime a chime rings out...i love you..only you for ever more....Cause you are my theme for a dream..yes you are..a rare and lovely theme...so angel please say that you love me too...and make my dreams come true...!!

Connecting with God

I am feeling like having a one to one talk with God today...somethings that I want to ask...and somethings that I want to say....in search of peace..in search of guidance...in search of his shelter...and warm embrace...I want god to tell me today that he is with me...though i know it..but i need a assurance...feeling insecure..i need him to tell me that all will be well...all will be ok soon...

kuch aisa ho... ki mangi hai jo dua..wo kubul ho jaye....andheron ke baad..ujalon ka manzar aaye...dard ke baad..kuch rahat ka ehsas mile...aur toh koi milta nahi...kam se kam khuda toh aas paas mile...!!

Amer Fort

Went to this amer fort in jaipur today...but all through..i was lost in memories of some other fort...the drive in auto..reminded me of a drive in car...the straight roads leading to the fort reminded me of some steep roads leading to some other fort...and the colleague of mine sitting with me...was just not existing...i was in someone special's memories...and just imagining the person being with me...I relived that fort visit once again...that drive...that rainy weather...and that person the most....It took me back so much in my memories that I am yet to come out of them...and now just a few minutes back..I read a diary that i wrote after that visit...and it has filled me with even more memories...that train journey...with a tree on a seat...one seat...that curtain...a foot massage.. a fall to remember...laughter bursts....and sleeping with feet..and what a morning...!! How i wish to go back in time and be there again....!!
" Ey waqt ruk ja...tham ja thehar ja...wapis zara daud peeche....main chord aayi..khud ko jahan pe...wo reh gaya mode peeche...kahan main..kahan tu..yeh kaisa hai jadu..."

Relationship is not about having a person who is completely with you...but having a person with whom you can share your incompleteness...!!

Weird but true...you are not there with me always as I would want it to be....but yes we do share that incompleteness with each other....and I think thats the most beautiful part of it....

Revisiting Time

who says..we cant go back in time..... I just experienced this over the past few days...I revisited my school life...went 13 years back in time...thanks to facebook...got in touch with a few of my long lost old friends from school...and it was swell...talking to them over the fone...and we were all back to our school life...the best days...hassle and tension free...it was an amazing experience...also got a chance to meet one of the friends...and had a gala time...its strange we actually cant turn the wheel and reach back in time for ever...but these short trips are worthwhile...!!

Kahan se chale...kahan ke liye...yeh khabar nahi thi magar...koi bhi sira..jahan ja mila...wahin tum miloge...ki hum tak tumhari dua aa rahi thi....!!

Most of the times we meet the closest people in our life in the weirdest situations...where we least expect...and then they change our life completely....I have met two of the closest people in my life in weird situations..the communications in the beginning were as weird as possible...and today..they take up the most important spaces in my life....!!
I will always cherish those weird moments....!!

Soch

Pehle sochte the..ki unki tasveer mil jati..toh yaadein bhi aaram se kat jati...ab arsa hua tasveeron se man behlate huye...ab toh unke aane pe hi rooh zinda hogi.....!!

Bas Yunhi

tum masarrat kaa kaho.... yaa ise gam kaa rishtaa
kahate hain pyaar kaa rishtaa.... hain janam kaa rishtaa
hai janam kaa jo ye rishtaa...... to badalataa kyon hai....
yahee duniyaan hain to fir....ayesee ye duniyaan kyon hai
yahee hotaa hain to....aakhir yahee hotaa kyon hai....

U mean so much

Maybe it's the way you grab my hand and hold it... or the way you kiss me... or maybe it's the way you let me put my arms around you... maybe it's the way you look at me... and your smile just makes me melt... maybe it's the way we can talk on for hours... about absolutely nothing but I still feel like I just had the best conversation of my whole life... maybe it's the way that I want to break down and cry when I think about how you hold me up on a pedestal... maybe that's it... that makes me want you so much....

Relationships...dont need very powerful eyes...cute faces...distinctive voices...bank balances...they just need true hearts aho hold trust for each other...that makes the most beautiful of relationships....!!

Jeene ke liye socha hi nahi...dard sambhalne honge....muskuraye toh...muskurane ke karz utarne honge....muskuraun kabhi toh lagta hai...jaise honthon pe karz rakha hai.....!!

How beautifully true these lines are..and m sure they hold a meaning in everyone's life at one point or the other...

Had one of the most spiritual..divine..and serene experience...visiting Gurudwara Nanaksar..what I felt there can never be explained in words...but I need to thank someone for introducing me to the same...I had gone away from all these beauties of life...someone brought me back into all this...without forcing me..or even telling me to do so..he is the reason behind me doing all this..and i guess he knows that too....
earlier I was told that if u pray for someone...it becomes a even greater deal...and somehow i just could not ask god anything else apart from the well being of my closed ones...for my self..i just wanted my closed ones to be near with me always..and il be fine...since being there I have kind off surrendered myself to the almighty...He knows the best what I want in life...through the struggles and ups and downs..I am sure one day he will take me where I am supposed to be.....!!

Confusion

Want to say something..but dont know what....
want to ask something...but dont know what....

but i know..whom i wana say to....and whom i wana ask...and i also know what i long to listen....

Dua

Aapko apne rab se itni baar manga hai....ki ab hum sirf hath uthate hain...dua farishtey khud likh lete hain....!!

This quote actually stands true...when we love someone truly..we always ask god for him..his happiness..and wellbeing... and I also do it enough that m sure when ever i bow my head god already knows what I am gonna ask for....!!

Fear

Feeling scared today..of what even i dont know...feel like having a chat with God today...wanna really understand that what r his strategies...and on what basis he designs people's lives...I know a few people who r so so so good..dont think that they ever done bad in their life..still feel that life has not been really kind to them..they have taken a lot of shit and for not their own deeds...and then there are people who have more degree of bad elements in them and yet they lead a more comfortable life...why does all this happen..why this unjustified and unequal ways of life....

Learn from a pair of walking legs, the foot that is forward has no pride & the foot which is behind has no shame... because they both know their situation will change soon.....

Just read this somewhere..liked it and hence posting...but also thinking that how amazingly true this quote is...we feel proud when we achieve something..we get sad when we dont...but yes situations never remain same..good or bad..they change...still we expect. them to remain unchanged specially when we r content...but when we r not satisfied..we r eager for the change...but none of them is in our own hands...we cant do much about either of them...but yes we can surely try to remain still happy in whatever we get..yeah i know as humans this is the most difficult thing to do..infact just a few moments back..I was feeling so damn frustrated..due to several reasons...and i wanted to crib a bit even while writing a post..but then I read this quote and somehow felt a bit positive..that however good or bad..time will change...so y crib about the past..it has already gone..y crib about the present..it will soon become our past...and y crib about the future...we havent seen it anyways....

This song is one of my favourite songs....and at times one is able to relate to the lyrics of the song so much...Laut aayi hain fir roothi baaharein..kitna haseen hai sama...duniya se keh do na humko pukare..hum kho gaye hain yahan...
Jeevan mein kitni viraniyan thi..chai thi kaisi udasi..sun ke kisi ke kadmon ki aahat...hulchul huyi hai zara si...sagar mein jaise lehren uthi hain..tooti hai khamoshiyan...duniya se kehdo.........
Toofan mein khoyi kashti ko aakhir mil hi gaya fir kinara...hum chord aaye khwabon ki duniya..dil ne tere jab pukara...kab se khadi thi bahein pasare..iss dil ki tanhaiyan...duniya se kehdo......
Ab yaad aaya kitna adhura ab tak tha dil ka fasana....yun pas aake..dil mein sama ke ..daman na humse chudana...jin raston pe tere kadam ho...manzil hai meri wahan...duniya se keh do na humko pukare..hum kho gaye hain yahan.....
Recently on a dinner date..i played this song...and my special one..immediately appreciated the song selection...and somehow...it meant so much to both of us at that time...the ambiance...the situation...the closeness...and togetherness...and this song in the background...it was a perfect time...actually wanted to say that" Duniya se keh do na humko pukare...hum kho gaye hain yahan..." it was one of the best moments of my life..

Someone just asked me what was the best compliment that i received....and it took me back to a memory...someone had called me a " CHINKY MINKY KASHMIRI GIRL"...it was just not about the words that made this the best compliment...but the person who said it and the way it was conveyed....!!

You and I are connected
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we've ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we're soul mates.

I can't explain, I just feel it.
It's there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can't explain.
It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh
at exactly the same things.
When I'm with you,
it's like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it's supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.

These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives

You

The sound of your voice is music to my ear
So soft, sweet, and clear
The kiss from your lips words can not explain
It takes away my worries and my pain
The caress of your hand sends shivers down my spine
Everyday I thank God that your mine.

The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears
You're the one I want to love through out the years
For an eternity I want to spend in your arms
Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms.

Har aansoo ka matlab gham nahi hota...dooriyan hone se pyaar kam nahi hota....yaad aapki har waqt aati hai...kyunki yaadon ka koi mausam nahi hota....!!

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow
My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last
My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should
You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

Memories

A surprise visit to my current favorite place...there can be nothing more relaxing than to be with the person you are most comfortable with...remembering it every time fills me with the similar kind of experience that I had while I was there...how time just flies by...how one forgets everything else...and is just lost in that moment...away from the tensions and sorrows of the world...its an amazing feeling...this time the feeling that left me with so much of happiness was that it was not just me who forgets everything when I am there...but also he forgot some of his most important agendas...and it felt great to see that peaceful and content feeling on his face...a fixed smile which says more than any words put together could ever say....!!

Always trust your heart...though it is on the left side..its usually RIGHT....!!

For My Love

Aisa pehli baar hua hai..umar ke in tees salon mein...dekha bhala sa koi aane laga khayalon mein...Palkon ki chilman mein..uska saya sa lehrata hai...dil ke darwaze pe wo dastak deke jata hai...Meri sanson se uski khushboo aati hai...meri pagal dhadkan bhi uska hi naam sunati hai...Ankhen band karun ...toh wo sapna sa ban jata hai....Aankehn kholne par wo hi hakikat hai..yeh batata hai...Hathon ki lakeeron mein uska chehra sa ban jata hai...dekhte dekhte lakeeron se wo kismat hi ho jata hai...Khud ko uske hawale kiya hai..intezar uss pal ka hai jab wo hamehsa ke liye hume apnata hai...!!

I never knew that missing someone could also be an exciting thing to do...but it truly is...Sometimes the moments spent with that someone special in the past..reflect and change our present...I was feeling very for the past two days...but then I saw something and suddenly a past memory flashed through  my mind....and from that moment...I went back in time..relived all those moments...and then I was this all smiles again...my sadness went away...and I was just left with one feeling of Missing that time and that someone special....
A rainy day....A fort...A long drive....and Someone Very Very Special.....this is all I was left with....An amazing feeling....!!

A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden
Surrounded by many others
Yet remained alone

Time passed and trials came and went
One dealt a severe blow
And the rose began to wilt and wither

*Forgotten...*

Then... as if by a miracle...

There came a soft and gentle breeze
Followed by a ray of light
As all the other roses fell into darkness
The solitary rose began to shine

Shining with a special light...
And watered by a gentle cascade...
A cascade of love
A cascade of selfless affection

*"I do... not now but forever..."*
Said the rose to the sunlight
And there they remain
A rose in full bloom
With her sunshine smiling down on her...

You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul
And I your rose blooming in the light of your love.

People say live each day as it comes...I say..do u have an option....

If LIFE is a JOURNEY...is DEATH the final DESTINATION.....