Dream

You are my theme for a dream...yes you are..a rare and lovely theme..the dreams that i dream day and night..that your arms are holding me tight...!! Everytime i kiss you...music fills the starlight...everytime i touch you..each and everytime a chime rings out...i love you..only you for ever more....Cause you are my theme for a dream..yes you are..a rare and lovely theme...so angel please say that you love me too...and make my dreams come true...!!

Connecting with God

I am feeling like having a one to one talk with God today...somethings that I want to ask...and somethings that I want to say....in search of peace..in search of guidance...in search of his shelter...and warm embrace...I want god to tell me today that he is with me...though i know it..but i need a assurance...feeling insecure..i need him to tell me that all will be well...all will be ok soon...

kuch aisa ho... ki mangi hai jo dua..wo kubul ho jaye....andheron ke baad..ujalon ka manzar aaye...dard ke baad..kuch rahat ka ehsas mile...aur toh koi milta nahi...kam se kam khuda toh aas paas mile...!!

Amer Fort

Went to this amer fort in jaipur today...but all through..i was lost in memories of some other fort...the drive in auto..reminded me of a drive in car...the straight roads leading to the fort reminded me of some steep roads leading to some other fort...and the colleague of mine sitting with me...was just not existing...i was in someone special's memories...and just imagining the person being with me...I relived that fort visit once again...that drive...that rainy weather...and that person the most....It took me back so much in my memories that I am yet to come out of them...and now just a few minutes back..I read a diary that i wrote after that visit...and it has filled me with even more memories...that train journey...with a tree on a seat...one seat...that curtain...a foot massage.. a fall to remember...laughter bursts....and sleeping with feet..and what a morning...!! How i wish to go back in time and be there again....!!
" Ey waqt ruk ja...tham ja thehar ja...wapis zara daud peeche....main chord aayi..khud ko jahan pe...wo reh gaya mode peeche...kahan main..kahan tu..yeh kaisa hai jadu..."

Relationship is not about having a person who is completely with you...but having a person with whom you can share your incompleteness...!!

Weird but true...you are not there with me always as I would want it to be....but yes we do share that incompleteness with each other....and I think thats the most beautiful part of it....

Revisiting Time

who says..we cant go back in time..... I just experienced this over the past few days...I revisited my school life...went 13 years back in time...thanks to facebook...got in touch with a few of my long lost old friends from school...and it was swell...talking to them over the fone...and we were all back to our school life...the best days...hassle and tension free...it was an amazing experience...also got a chance to meet one of the friends...and had a gala time...its strange we actually cant turn the wheel and reach back in time for ever...but these short trips are worthwhile...!!

Kahan se chale...kahan ke liye...yeh khabar nahi thi magar...koi bhi sira..jahan ja mila...wahin tum miloge...ki hum tak tumhari dua aa rahi thi....!!

Most of the times we meet the closest people in our life in the weirdest situations...where we least expect...and then they change our life completely....I have met two of the closest people in my life in weird situations..the communications in the beginning were as weird as possible...and today..they take up the most important spaces in my life....!!
I will always cherish those weird moments....!!