Fear

Feeling scared today..of what even i dont know...feel like having a chat with God today...wanna really understand that what r his strategies...and on what basis he designs people's lives...I know a few people who r so so so good..dont think that they ever done bad in their life..still feel that life has not been really kind to them..they have taken a lot of shit and for not their own deeds...and then there are people who have more degree of bad elements in them and yet they lead a more comfortable life...why does all this happen..why this unjustified and unequal ways of life....

Learn from a pair of walking legs, the foot that is forward has no pride & the foot which is behind has no shame... because they both know their situation will change soon.....

Just read this somewhere..liked it and hence posting...but also thinking that how amazingly true this quote is...we feel proud when we achieve something..we get sad when we dont...but yes situations never remain same..good or bad..they change...still we expect. them to remain unchanged specially when we r content...but when we r not satisfied..we r eager for the change...but none of them is in our own hands...we cant do much about either of them...but yes we can surely try to remain still happy in whatever we get..yeah i know as humans this is the most difficult thing to do..infact just a few moments back..I was feeling so damn frustrated..due to several reasons...and i wanted to crib a bit even while writing a post..but then I read this quote and somehow felt a bit positive..that however good or bad..time will change...so y crib about the past..it has already gone..y crib about the present..it will soon become our past...and y crib about the future...we havent seen it anyways....

This song is one of my favourite songs....and at times one is able to relate to the lyrics of the song so much...Laut aayi hain fir roothi baaharein..kitna haseen hai sama...duniya se keh do na humko pukare..hum kho gaye hain yahan...
Jeevan mein kitni viraniyan thi..chai thi kaisi udasi..sun ke kisi ke kadmon ki aahat...hulchul huyi hai zara si...sagar mein jaise lehren uthi hain..tooti hai khamoshiyan...duniya se kehdo.........
Toofan mein khoyi kashti ko aakhir mil hi gaya fir kinara...hum chord aaye khwabon ki duniya..dil ne tere jab pukara...kab se khadi thi bahein pasare..iss dil ki tanhaiyan...duniya se kehdo......
Ab yaad aaya kitna adhura ab tak tha dil ka fasana....yun pas aake..dil mein sama ke ..daman na humse chudana...jin raston pe tere kadam ho...manzil hai meri wahan...duniya se keh do na humko pukare..hum kho gaye hain yahan.....
Recently on a dinner date..i played this song...and my special one..immediately appreciated the song selection...and somehow...it meant so much to both of us at that time...the ambiance...the situation...the closeness...and togetherness...and this song in the background...it was a perfect time...actually wanted to say that" Duniya se keh do na humko pukare...hum kho gaye hain yahan..." it was one of the best moments of my life..

Someone just asked me what was the best compliment that i received....and it took me back to a memory...someone had called me a " CHINKY MINKY KASHMIRI GIRL"...it was just not about the words that made this the best compliment...but the person who said it and the way it was conveyed....!!

You and I are connected
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we've ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we're soul mates.

I can't explain, I just feel it.
It's there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can't explain.
It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh
at exactly the same things.
When I'm with you,
it's like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it's supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.

These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives

You

The sound of your voice is music to my ear
So soft, sweet, and clear
The kiss from your lips words can not explain
It takes away my worries and my pain
The caress of your hand sends shivers down my spine
Everyday I thank God that your mine.

The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears
You're the one I want to love through out the years
For an eternity I want to spend in your arms
Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms.

Har aansoo ka matlab gham nahi hota...dooriyan hone se pyaar kam nahi hota....yaad aapki har waqt aati hai...kyunki yaadon ka koi mausam nahi hota....!!

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow
My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last
My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should
You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

Memories

A surprise visit to my current favorite place...there can be nothing more relaxing than to be with the person you are most comfortable with...remembering it every time fills me with the similar kind of experience that I had while I was there...how time just flies by...how one forgets everything else...and is just lost in that moment...away from the tensions and sorrows of the world...its an amazing feeling...this time the feeling that left me with so much of happiness was that it was not just me who forgets everything when I am there...but also he forgot some of his most important agendas...and it felt great to see that peaceful and content feeling on his face...a fixed smile which says more than any words put together could ever say....!!

Always trust your heart...though it is on the left side..its usually RIGHT....!!

For My Love

Aisa pehli baar hua hai..umar ke in tees salon mein...dekha bhala sa koi aane laga khayalon mein...Palkon ki chilman mein..uska saya sa lehrata hai...dil ke darwaze pe wo dastak deke jata hai...Meri sanson se uski khushboo aati hai...meri pagal dhadkan bhi uska hi naam sunati hai...Ankhen band karun ...toh wo sapna sa ban jata hai....Aankehn kholne par wo hi hakikat hai..yeh batata hai...Hathon ki lakeeron mein uska chehra sa ban jata hai...dekhte dekhte lakeeron se wo kismat hi ho jata hai...Khud ko uske hawale kiya hai..intezar uss pal ka hai jab wo hamehsa ke liye hume apnata hai...!!