Khamosh Mehfil

Yeh meri khamosh mehfil hai...

Yahan aap ho main hun aur....

Yahan wo khatti meethi yaadein hain..

Wo anginat beeti baatein hain...

Wo sardiyon ki garam raatein hain...

Wo kabhi puri toh kabhi adhuri mulakatein hain....

Wo sham hai jahan barish se sab gila tha..

Wo din hai jahan amber kabhi kala toh kabhi nila tha...

Wo dhoop bhi hai jiski chaon aapki panahon mein mili...

Wo subah bhi hai jo angdai leti huyi aapki bahon mein mili...

Yahan wo hansi bhi hai..jis se mera har pal sunhera hua...

Kuch aansoo bhi hain..jis se pyar hamara gehra hua...

Yahan wo takrar bhi hai.. jisme kuch shikwe kuch gile the...

Yahan wo pyaar bhi hai..jisme mere honth aapke hontho se sile the...

Wo hazaron geet hain jo humne sath mein sune the...

Wo rangeen khwab hain jo ek dooje ke liye humne bune the...

Wo labhon ka thartharana hai..

wo badan ka kapkapana hai..

Wo hath pakad ke barish mein ghumna..

Wo bin baat hontho ka hontho ko chumna..

Wo barasti boondon mein bewajah bheegna...

Wo yaadein sambhalne ke liye..tasveerien kheenchna..

Wo ek hi plate se khana khana...

Wo aapki pyari si gadi mein kahin door tak jana..

Yahan wo har lamha hai jab aapne mujhe chua..

Wo ek safar bhi hai jo train se shuru hua...

Yahan wo platform ka lamba intezar bhi hai...

Wo lakhon pal.. jinse dil aaj bekarar bhi hai...

Roz sajti hai meri yeh khamosh mehfil..

Jahan aap ho...main hun..aur..

Wo yaadein..wo mulakatein..wo beeti baatein...!!

What is Love..??

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.

Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... Anger... tears... laughter.. They are all there. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it because that seems to be all I think of. Nothing else matters now. There it is!

Tu Mane Ya Na Mane Dildara...Asan Te Tenu Rab Maneya...!!

Mohabbat aur Ibadat mein zyada farak nahi hota....hum rab se unke liye sukh shanti mangte hain..aur apne liye unko...!!

The first look

However old our relation grows, we always remember the first time we meet, in fact its the first look, the first exchange of glances that we always remember. I am no different, the memory of seeing him for the first time is still so fresh as if it was just yesterday.
Another excerpt from my life:

There he was tall, fair and handsome with those classy spectacles of his and a perfect smile. He looked almost like he did in his photographs. I noticed all this just in a flash when our eyes met for a brief moment before he got down from the train. He was almost leaning from the door. Wearing blue jeans and a simple black tee, he looked really smart and elegant. I was wearing a nice animal print dress with my high heels and just a black eye-liner with a dash of lip gloss. Still I was overdressed because normally one doesn’t find people dressed this way at a railway station, but I gave a damn. I wanted to look good because I was meeting him for the first time.

“Aise chalti train se koi kooda hai bhala tumhare liye ab tak” he said as he got off the train which had still not halted. I could not find words to reply him back; I could feel butterflies in my stomach as he also hugged me while saying so. I just smiled. He held my hand and pressed it softly as we started moving out towards the exit from the platform. 

Dua

Hum yeh nahi kehte ki koi aapke liye dua na mange...
Hum yeh nai kehte ki koi aapke liye dua na mange...
Hum bas itna kehte hain ki koi dua mein aapko na mange...!!

Cooking

Cooking can be a great fun when you really feel like doing it...and the best part about cooking becomes feeding it to someone you love...the kind of satisfaction a woman reaches upon feeding loved ones can only be understood by a woman i guess. Specially when you feed your kids or your husband/boyfriend, its an amazing high, one can forget her own hunger and just watching them with contentment fills our tummy. The expressions on their faces mean more than the food itself.
I love cooking for my son and then for my special someone. The special one lives far away to be fed daily..but I long to do it soon, when i can actually be with him and make food for him, so that he doesn't have to eat cold tasteless food when he returns from work which is cooked by a maid.
I wish god grants me this wish soon...!!

When I am with you..!!

When i am with u... my heart beats a little faster, my smile gets a little wider, my laugh gets a little louder, my hands get a little sweatier, my legs get a little shakier, my voice gets a little higher, and my life gets a little happier every moment i am with you..

When you are here...!!

When you are here... my heart sings... When you are not... then where's the song.. 
When you are here... the world's at ease.... When you are not... all goes wrong... 
When you are here... each moment is a lively dream, vivid and long.... 
When you are here... it feels like i am eternally happy... When you are not... my heart is empty... 
Its you and only you , the life in me 
When you are here... the paths are here to see... When you are not.... there are no roads to lead me... 
When you are here... the world is in me... When you are not... there's no one to be... 
When you are here...even the air is colored with love song...When you are not.... I dont feel spirited and strong

Only with you , I'll have life in me....!!

Love

‎"With you, I began to understand what love must be, if it exists. . . . When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes 
of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence"

Baarish

Aaj ki iss baarish mein....
Phir wohi sa manzar hai...
Phir wohi si boondein hain...
Phir wohi sa sab kuch hai..
Per.......
Aaj ki iss baarish mein....
Aap sath nahi..aap paas nahi...
Aankhen kuch nam si hain...aur sansen kuch tang si hain...
Aaj ki iss baarish mein...

You

The sound of your voice is music to my ear
So soft, sweet, and clear
The kiss from your lips words can not explain
It takes away my worries and my pain
The caress of your hand sends shivers down my spine
Everyday I thank God that your mine.

The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears
You're the one I want to love through out the years
For an eternity I want to spend in your arms
Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms.

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow
My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last
My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should
You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright.