Khamosh Mehfil

Yeh meri khamosh mehfil hai...

Yahan aap ho main hun aur....

Yahan wo khatti meethi yaadein hain..

Wo anginat beeti baatein hain...

Wo sardiyon ki garam raatein hain...

Wo kabhi puri toh kabhi adhuri mulakatein hain....

Wo sham hai jahan barish se sab gila tha..

Wo din hai jahan amber kabhi kala toh kabhi nila tha...

Wo dhoop bhi hai jiski chaon aapki panahon mein mili...

Wo subah bhi hai jo angdai leti huyi aapki bahon mein mili...

Yahan wo hansi bhi hai..jis se mera har pal sunhera hua...

Kuch aansoo bhi hain..jis se pyar hamara gehra hua...

Yahan wo takrar bhi hai.. jisme kuch shikwe kuch gile the...

Yahan wo pyaar bhi hai..jisme mere honth aapke hontho se sile the...

Wo hazaron geet hain jo humne sath mein sune the...

Wo rangeen khwab hain jo ek dooje ke liye humne bune the...

Wo labhon ka thartharana hai..

wo badan ka kapkapana hai..

Wo hath pakad ke barish mein ghumna..

Wo bin baat hontho ka hontho ko chumna..

Wo barasti boondon mein bewajah bheegna...

Wo yaadein sambhalne ke liye..tasveerien kheenchna..

Wo ek hi plate se khana khana...

Wo aapki pyari si gadi mein kahin door tak jana..

Yahan wo har lamha hai jab aapne mujhe chua..

Wo ek safar bhi hai jo train se shuru hua...

Yahan wo platform ka lamba intezar bhi hai...

Wo lakhon pal.. jinse dil aaj bekarar bhi hai...

Roz sajti hai meri yeh khamosh mehfil..

Jahan aap ho...main hun..aur..

Wo yaadein..wo mulakatein..wo beeti baatein...!!

Aap Kaho Ya Na Kaho..

Aap kaho ya na kaho..par Mujhe kuch shak sa hota hai...

Mera hi khayal kabhi..aapke labhon ki muskurahat ko modta hai..

Mera hi naam kahin daba sa hai aapke honthon par..

Wo main hi toh hun jiske chehre se kabhi dhundhla jati hai aapki nazar...

Aapki sanson se bhi kabhi meri hi khushboo aati hai..

Aapki dhadkan bhi kabhi mere geet sunati hai..

Aapki khamoshi mein kahin meri hansi khanakti hai...

Uss khamosh mehfil mein fir meri hi baatein sajti hain..

Mere bina waqt tham sa jata hai..aur mere sath tez jharne sa behta hai

Aapko bhi kabhi mera intezar rehta hai..

Meri yaadon se dil bekarar rehta hai...

Aapke hi dil mein rehti hun main..yeh aap hi kal dil aapse kehta hai..

Aap kaho ya na kaho..par Mujhe kuch shak sa hota hai...!!

Sawaal

Dil mein hamare..kai baar yeh sawaal aata hai...

Kyun aapka hi naam..labhon pe bar bar aata hai...

Kyun aapka hi khyal tasavur mein bekarar kar jata hai...

Kyun aapki nigahon ke jaam se hamara nazrein behakti hain...

Kyun aap ki hi khushboo se har pal hamara saansein mehakti hain...

Kyun aapke bin patjhad aur aapke sath manzar bahaar sa rehta hai...

Kyun aapke sath khamoshi mein bhi mehfil..aur waise yeh waqt khamosh sa behta hai...

Kyun aapse milne ki khwahish mein roz meri aankhen jagti hain..

Kyun aapke sath zindagi bitane ke khwabon se meri raatein sajti hain...

Kyun aaine mein khud ko dekh kar man sa itrata hai...

Kyun yeh aaina bhi mera nahi par aap hi ka aks dikhlata hai...

Kyun hathon ki rekhaon mein aapka chehre ban jata hai...

Kyun aap hi ka saya har ghadi mere sang lehrata hai...

Kyun aapko hi mathe par taqdeer sa likha hai..

Kyun jaise aapko pyar karna bhi khud aap hi se sikha hai...

Kyun hamara har dua mein aapka hi zikr aata hai..

Kyun aapke ke liye dua mangte mangte..aap hi mein rab dikh jata hai...

Kyun meri har hasrat ab aap par hi khatam ho jati hai..

Kyun aapse pehle hum bas zinda the..aur ab aap hi se saans aati hai aur zindagi kehlati hai...!!

The first look

However old our relation grows, we always remember the first time we meet, in fact its the first look, the first exchange of glances that we always remember. I am no different, the memory of seeing him for the first time is still so fresh as if it was just yesterday.
Another excerpt from my life:

There he was tall, fair and handsome with those classy spectacles of his and a perfect smile. He looked almost like he did in his photographs. I noticed all this just in a flash when our eyes met for a brief moment before he got down from the train. He was almost leaning from the door. Wearing blue jeans and a simple black tee, he looked really smart and elegant. I was wearing a nice animal print dress with my high heels and just a black eye-liner with a dash of lip gloss. Still I was overdressed because normally one doesn’t find people dressed this way at a railway station, but I gave a damn. I wanted to look good because I was meeting him for the first time.

“Aise chalti train se koi kooda hai bhala tumhare liye ab tak” he said as he got off the train which had still not halted. I could not find words to reply him back; I could feel butterflies in my stomach as he also hugged me while saying so. I just smiled. He held my hand and pressed it softly as we started moving out towards the exit from the platform. 

Dua

Hum yeh nahi kehte ki koi aapke liye dua na mange...
Hum yeh nai kehte ki koi aapke liye dua na mange...
Hum bas itna kehte hain ki koi dua mein aapko na mange...!!

Cooking

Cooking can be a great fun when you really feel like doing it...and the best part about cooking becomes feeding it to someone you love...the kind of satisfaction a woman reaches upon feeding loved ones can only be understood by a woman i guess. Specially when you feed your kids or your husband/boyfriend, its an amazing high, one can forget her own hunger and just watching them with contentment fills our tummy. The expressions on their faces mean more than the food itself.
I love cooking for my son and then for my special someone. The special one lives far away to be fed daily..but I long to do it soon, when i can actually be with him and make food for him, so that he doesn't have to eat cold tasteless food when he returns from work which is cooked by a maid.
I wish god grants me this wish soon...!!

When I am with you..!!

When i am with u... my heart beats a little faster, my smile gets a little wider, my laugh gets a little louder, my hands get a little sweatier, my legs get a little shakier, my voice gets a little higher, and my life gets a little happier every moment i am with you..

Aap aur Main

Aapki kali raat mein..main taron ki baraat hun...

Aapke dil mein dehakne wali..sabse tez aag hun...

Aapke gehre sagar mein..uthne wali har mauj hun main...

Aapki dhadkan ke har geet ka saaz...

Main wo barish... jo aapki rooh tak bhigo de..

Main wo roshni... jo aapke andhere kahin kho de...

Main aapki nazar..kabhi manzilen jo dhundhla jayen...

Wo hath jo aap thamo...jab kabhi kadam dagmaga jayen...

Main wo rehnuma hun..jahan aapko pahunchna hai...

Aur main hi uska safar..jo hanste hanste kat jaye...!!